Sobriety

I just can't tell. I really want to stop drinking, to get my life on
track. But I've always wanted to be better than an I am, to fix the
chronic problems that seem to be fundamentally at fault for my
problems. Further, no one seems to believe I have a problem when I
present them with the facts.
Am I the only one who thinks I have a problem?

Day 2. I need a structure and a coach.